i saw a clip on you tube the other day about a man who decided to walk 1,000 miles. he did it because he read a book by a woman named Peace Pilgrim who walked more than 25,000 miles in her personal pilgrimage for peace. to most people this sounds crazy. since i have seen this i envision myself walking all the way to albuquerque. i see myself getting to his door and saying “suprise”. along the way i may meet up with people who can help expand my mind to new perspectives. sometimes the missing of some one can just get to be too much. i have become encapsulated in my own world. people have told me that it’s yourself that can make you feel better; only you can change things. i don’t know how to change things and i feel like i am getting stuck. i feel like i am too old to be doing what i am doing. working in some kind of retail and making claims of going back to school. maybe if i went on some crazy walk and i didn’t even have any destination in mind (not even albuquerque this time) that somehow i could reach an inner peace. it’s just something i have been thinking about.