PoetryNovember 16, 2006 2:43 pm
Something I have been working on:
Process of Decay
In the apartment of synapses and waves Is where the ghost resides, not quite Haunting but lurking, not so active As unemployed with not much else to do There is nothing new for it to build upon It sits on its single man futon or Ragged chairs in front of a glowing screen Scattered remains of paper and dirt cover The unfinished hardwood floor like so many Years of ripped up carpeting: But you're writing in a dead medium Not dead, but idle just as the memory Of spindly arms and legs collapsing in On themselves intermingling with your own Knocking knees together in a cacophony of Sexual mutterings never knowing that soon Pretense would reveal itself to you the unfathomable Words came from terse lips drawn thin and Cracked with dry desert cold not the heat Of the summer; it was a drastic change in temperature: But you're speaking to a dead audience For some reason no one hears the clamors Of obscurity coming from the apartment And compartments of that particular speech Likened to explaining complex equations to Students that were once given tools to Solve them but they never kept them as a Result they are left wondering what they could Do to save themselves from failure while the Ghost sits and revels in its power to linger: But you're believing love is dead Or that it never really existed and was An ideal conjured up from mediums that funnel Themselves into the apartment like peace and All of the other fundamental causes that seem To wearily persist because someone is always spilling Them from their misinformed cardboard signs Paper flyers, electronic words, and newscasts Replacing iconic yet archaic soapboxes like The poet that can't write anything else: But you're not dead: Just aging at more rapid speeds than Perhaps you would like, picking up the tools That never made it past the brink of Adolescence, the tools you brought from that fault line Were only ways to shape thoughts into words From a blinking cursor on a screen Not yet surfeited with the knowledge of the past The ghost waits to materialize again, though Only the dilatory keeper of time will be Able to reveal to you what it has behind a burgundy Curtained stage of unfinished wood floors and apartments


