I have come to a conclusion. The only way to fight it is to write about it in response. I am working up the muster with vigilance. There is nothing left to do when you have been reduced to someone elses words. You must react with your own words. You must make it a war of lines and stanzas.
Aphasiac is just a clever word used in irony. It’s not something that I actually believe he is. I am ready to write my fourteen day response because now I am angry and that anger has temporarily replaced any feeling of love. It had to in order for me to collect myself and pick myself up. I am not going to give up, but I am going to “fight for lover’s rights”. We are connected wether or not he wants to admit to being scared. There’s no way to cut the cords until death.
