PoetrySeptember 13, 2006 8:50 pm
Another Sestina…
Visitation
Flown over landscapes full
Of plastic train model trees and hills
Into the lackadaisical desert sprawl
Visiting your only kin for an event,
An observance of time and past
Years that have only now been exposed.
Memories, partially erased and underexposed,
Now surface in verbal combat, unfaithful
To the truth and emerging out of past
Sacrifices made but not seen over hills
Of fictitious internal anamenses; not real events
That bore them into unconscious sprawl.
Across a one room apartment words are sprawling
Up the walls and into pipes onto any exposed
Surface that can be tainted; unable to prevent
Themselves from being spilt from an over-full
Mouth, previously kept in feminine foothills
Over decades of experiencing similar events,
All of which have been irrelevant
Until this moment of solecism and sprawling
Tongues in a drunken gesture under hills
Of New Mexico only to be exposed
In a very conscious deliberate act fully
Clear to the witness of the event.
Sprinting away on cursory feet in post-event
Horror of the grotesque manipulation, out past
The darkness into the void of a hole,
Falling legs and arms left in a black sprawl
Mumbling expletives and obscenities in exposition,
Climbing with bruised muscles up a dirt hill.
Truth nor apologies will be told in the hills
Of New Mexico or in any event
To transpire between us, though it’s exposed
As clear as anything in the past.
Time overwhelms in a gripping sprawl
That creases skin and strikes lives once full.
The hills forever hold damage now passed
On as an event/memory, sprawling and cancerous
Through blood always to be full of exposed absent apologies.