so what have i been doing lately? i have been getting wasted every weekend and my parents don’t seem to understand the “i want to sleep all day” concept. it’s easy really.if you try to wake me up once and i roll over and say something that is unrecognizable then you should prbably leave me alone for the rest of the night. i have been going over to chad’s a lot. or hanging out with him.
this weekend was new brunswick, which is where the rutger’s campus is located. it is surreal because, unlike philly, there are kids walking around everywhere on the weekends. it’s a god dammned free for all. so we were there on saturday. by we i mean me and scott. we go to the greasetrucks. you can get stupid sandwiches there and pretend like you’re a sociologist watching the mating habits of rutgers kids. i never really had the proper college experiance so maybe that’s why i find it all to be very amusing. so we go there and then end up back at the static radio house. but none of them are there because they were playing a show in baltimore. we end up getting some beer and drinking and some kids got rowdy so we left. and i know i should be more accpeting. but i am pretty sick of these elitist punk rockers. the ones that had an extra dose of testosterone with breakfast. i was angry once too. it was called highschool. get over it. chad is cool and fairly accpeting of everyone. but some of those other assholes i worry about. dan, for example, he is christian. being christian should mean that you live and let live, forgiveness. god forgives us everyday and so should we for the people that we find it most hard to. sometimes i feel preachy when i write things like that. but i really think that some people need to take a step back. i am included in those people.
i have been getting e-mails from john howl. i’m on his list so i don’t feel too too special. but it’s nice to hear that he isn’t freezing his ass off (yet) in alaska. i sent him one today. i hope he reads it and it brightens his day. i will always have a special place reserved for him even if he is kind of an asshole.
hanging out with scott a lot. and very confused about what’s going on. i feel like cutting myself off from everyone. i don’t ever feel like hurting anyone ever again.
listening heavily to the dandy warhols new album and bloc party. bloc party is so god darned dancable. i have dance parties in scott’s car with just myself. mmm hmmm. yeah.
