As i mentioned before i went on a 2 month journey across the United States on the greyhound. What i failed to mention was why i’m currently stuck in New Jersey. Before i left philadelphia i had a boyfriend of 2 years. I had been feeling uncomfortable with his family and the impending pressure of a marriage looming in the background. It’s not like i don’t want to get married, eventually. That, amongst other things incurred a breakup. The one that took place while we were 2003.2 miles apart. It wasn’t an intentionally cowardly move, but i can see why some people would think that. He’s an amazing person, but i just felt like i needed some time to myself to figure some things out. Breaking up meant that i had to ditch our apartment in Philadelphia that we shared together and come to NJ. I’m fucking broke, tired, and mentally exhausted. This brings me to another point.
Most of my friends are guys in their early 20’s. Most of them are also very anti-female at the moment. WHY? because they felt as if they’ve been dicked around by the ones that they were with. I had a long conversation with my friend Chris last night about this particular subject. We had previously gotten into a fight because of my plans to move to NM. He’s just being kind of selfish with a friendship that he wasn’t too interested in when i was only an hour away. Our conversation quickly disintegrated into Men vs Women. The games we all play, that we just happen to name different things because we are different genders. I refuse to believe that women dick men around more or vice versa. And it just pisses me off that he can sit there and say the other way around. When, hello, I am a female, and i don’t appreciate the words that are spewing from your reckless mouth. Why would you sit there and pretty much openly offend me?
